Health Organization for Pudendal Education

I too cannot lie on back. I try to sleep on my tummy but any position for that matter starts to hurt in a few minutes, but lying on back is worse of all.

Thanks a ton Andrew and Calluna for your kind words. Chronic pain has made me a better person in some ways and worse in some, I am now more empathetic to people's sufferings, I have become more spiritual and I have no ambitions or long term plans at all, I just live day by day infact I thank God for...

Thank you Calluna, I will read them.

A Neurostimulator seems to be a nice idea, anything that can offer some pain relief. I find it very hard to sleep at night because of the extreme pain and palpitations that I am dreading the nights now. I cant take a lot of medications also as it makes my constipation worse.

I had long thick hair before PN but now I am bald with pain 24/7, I dont even look like me.I am unable to enjoy anything in life. No good news brings any joy to me nowadays because my pain is prevalent always. It was an overnight change after a small surgical procedure of colonoscopy and rubberband ...

I am really afraid if I will lose my relationship, my partner because of my chronic pain. I find it too difficult to lead a normal life like others, I feel jealous of everyone around me, how do you people manage to live a normal life like everybody else? Any ideas?

Yes, I really wish I could live only in the present and never worry about the future and take one day at a time because worrying about the future is what brings the most misery to me! I want to entrust my life in God's hands.

Very nice write up and I agree with you totally.

Thanks a lot Calluna, Hugs to you too.

Thanks Calluna and Violet for answering my post. Calluna your attitude amazes me, how well you think! As Violet said our intuition always guides us right and this website is so close to my heart!