I have always told people who are thinking that life isn't worth living that it would not make any sense to end your life unless you had tried all possible therapies available. There was a time I did not want to live but now I am living a great life. So please think through carefully what all of your options are.
Let me ask you a question. What is your favorite food? Would you ever want to eat it again? What hobbies do you enjoy? If there are still things you enjoy in life besides having sex, than maybe it is still worth living, don't you think? Maybe you won't get back perfect function but maybe with the right treatments you will at least get better -- enough to enjoy life.
You know, there are women who might love you anyway, even if you are not perfect in every way. Especially women who care more about the human being than just sex. Those are the good kind anyway. So stay strong and keep fighting. You may still have a great life ahead of you.
Violet