Thanks Violet, and Fall_Girl too.
I've had a lot to think about since my appointment with Dr.G, who is a very nice man, swears a fair bit, makes you laugh. But he doesn't believe in SIJD, which was a pretty big disappointment to me. He offered me 2 CT-guided blocks, think he said 2wks apart? He also gave me a prescrip for Gabapentin in an "old lady's dose"

, to tiltrate up if I could take it. And then shocked me totally by saying if neither the meds nor the blocks work, he could offer me an op. I was stunned by that because I don't believe I'm entrapped, only irritated. Surely ops are only offered to those who need decompression? He simply said, its about your quality of life.
I mentioned physio for SIJD and my tight muscles, but he said physio and the like was rubbish - apes in zoos don't need people pulling their arms and legs about do they. Had to smile at that but I did say I'm sure the apes in London Zoo haven't got my problems. He said how do you know? Flippant remark really, but at the end of the day what he was basically saying was that he could just snip the SP ligament and all sorted. Hmmm! He said the ligament doesn't affect pelvic stability and is only needed while children grow. After growth has stopped, its superfluous.
Now I hear that funding for decompression had already been withdrawn by North Bristol Trust by the time I had my appointment with Dr.G. Very puzzling! Maybe his overall optimistic attitude to life made him decide that by the time I was ready for an op the funding would be back in place?
Anyhow, I cant take the Gabapentin because it plays mind games with me, and this constant battle for treatment and tiredness has caused me to have enough of my own! I dont really see the point of further blocks if they are mostly diagnostic, and do I want exposure to the extra radiation?
Have had a tough time of late struggling with my current anxiety levels so the sensible thing to do is put things on hold till I get the real Me back instead of this frazzled shadow!

Am working on that right this minute, I will not be beaten

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