My nightmare: is it PN, infection or what ?
Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2022 10:31 am
Hi I am new, I found this forum and I decided to post my story because I am now hopeless. Sorry for my poor English, I am not natively English speaking.
A due premise on my clinical condition: for a genetic defect I was born without an uterus and with malformed genitalia and I had a corrective surgery in my late puberty but I have always been otherwise in good health and without any relevant conditions, other than I have to take HRT with bioidentical estrogen.
I had to specify this since we are going to talk of the pelvic area.
In Winter 2021 I had a plain cystitis (stinging bladder pain, opaque urine), the acute phase of which subsided in 1 or 2 days on Levofloxacin. However I was left for about 15 days with rectal pain, worsening thru the day, which eventually subsided by continuing Levo for more 15 days on doctor's prescription. Then I was fine without any more symptoms until last Autumn.
My nightmare started in October 2021, being 8 months now since.
I started experiencing a progressive rectal pain getting worse in the evening/night and sitting, being pretty absent in the morning. I thought they were hemorroids and took some flavonoids but they did not help. After few days the pain became more severe affecting my urethra, but it was not like cystitis. I had great discomfort with sitting and with doing some movements, I felt as though something was pulling between my urethra and rectum. I noticed little spots of both blood and clear mucus in my panties in correspondence to the urethral opening. There was no pain or bruising when peeing though. I went to my urologist which suspected a bacterial urethritis and gave me Levofloxacin 500 for 10 days. In one or two days the acute symptoms subsided and I had no more discharges, but the rectal pain and general pelvic discomfort persisted. A first uranalisis and culture were completely negative. I waited more days and my urologist suggested to start another antibiotic, Sulphomethazol + Tripemoprim. After one day on it my symptoms got so bad that I risked to end up in emergency. They became like actual cystitis. The doctor told me to stop it. I waited some more and I was put on Nitrofuranoin. Once more my symptoms got worse on this new antibiotic and I was told to stop it. I was told to take cortisone suppositories and some herbal supplements for pelvic pain but they did not help. After some time I had another uranalisis and culture, always negative.
I had an ultrasound scan of my pelvic area which revealed nothing.
The rectal pain was alternating with UTI-like symptoms, often getting worse with the progression of the day and insanely bad at night. They however subsided or got less severe after a sleep.
I had a cytologic uranalisis, negative. I was put on cortisone for some days in the hope to alleviate my pain since no pain killers helped. It helped only to some extent, then I had to taper it down.
My doctor then decided to ask for an urethral swab. It revealed candida albicans susceptible to common antimichotics. I was put on Fluconazole for two days but it did not help. And it was now Christmas. The worst one of my life. After some time I repeated the swab and it revealed still candida but also staphilococcus aureus resistant to most antibiotics but phosphomycine. Therefore I was put on phosphomycine and again fluconazole for 5 days. After 4 days on this new therapy my symptoms got so insanely bad again that I risked to call the emergency once more.
I then had a pelvic MRI, which once more showed *nothing*.
I decided to go to an infectivologist. He asked for a swab (both vaginal and urethral) sensible to chlamidia and mychoplasms. It revealed ureaplasma urealyticum, sensible to many antibiotics including doxicycline. So I was set on probiotics (both oral and vaginal) and on Doxycycline for 30 days. Once more, after two weeks my symptoms started getting so severe that I was told to stop the antibiotic. And it was my birthday, the worst one of my life.
My symptoms now were mostly rectal pain, occasionally extending to the urethra and becoming UTI-like, always getting worse during the day and improving with sleep. They also showed a trend to worsen in the 30 minutes or so after a bowel movement, not during it. When the rectal pain is intense, often by night, when I have to wake up to pee I feel no bruising, but in the few minutes after peeing my rectal pain becomes stinging pain and often I also feel bruising in my urethra. But it is definitely not like when you have cystitis. No pain killer helps, I tried pretty everything around. Only warm baths temporally ease my pain.
I decided to have a rectal exam which showed no emhorroids, no fistulae or prolapses, just a vague redness/hirritation which the proctologist defined "hidiopathic proctitis". He gave me some herbal suppositories which did nothing useful other than worsening my hirritation.
I had blood tests, which revealed nothing.
I then decided to see another urologist and he was the first doctor mentioning the word Pudendal Neuropathy. He suspected that a (likely) initial UTI triggered PN and that I have no more infection at all. So he put me on Lyrica, 100 mg daily.
I had a hard time tolerating it. I got intense sedation. But it did not help substantially. I took it for some weeks then I had to taper and discontinue it because I could not tolerate the sedation.
I am now taking palmitolethanolamide (1200 mg/d) but it is not helping.
One thing I didn't mention is that since one year I suffer severe constipation. I experienced 2 or 3 blocks some months before my symptoms showed up, I don't know if that can be a cause or rather an effect of something else.
I then had another MRI by a neuro-radiologist focused on the pudendal nerve which sadly did not show anything abnormal, no entrapment or compression or damage.
Now, after 8 months, I am still here struggling booking with doctors, having exams, witouth a clear diagnosis and no working therapy. My life quality is highly compromised.
I still am not convinced it is PN or rather an underlying chronic infection which makes my pudendal nerve inflammed and which can't heal, or whatever else.
But if it is an infection, why every antibiotic (if we exclude Levofloxacin, initially) always *worsened* my symptoms ???
I also suffer depression and anxiety, and this drama definitely worsened my condition. I feel hopeless and I cannot see any light at the end of the tunnel.
Any comment, opinion or support is highly appreciated.
A due premise on my clinical condition: for a genetic defect I was born without an uterus and with malformed genitalia and I had a corrective surgery in my late puberty but I have always been otherwise in good health and without any relevant conditions, other than I have to take HRT with bioidentical estrogen.
I had to specify this since we are going to talk of the pelvic area.
In Winter 2021 I had a plain cystitis (stinging bladder pain, opaque urine), the acute phase of which subsided in 1 or 2 days on Levofloxacin. However I was left for about 15 days with rectal pain, worsening thru the day, which eventually subsided by continuing Levo for more 15 days on doctor's prescription. Then I was fine without any more symptoms until last Autumn.
My nightmare started in October 2021, being 8 months now since.
I started experiencing a progressive rectal pain getting worse in the evening/night and sitting, being pretty absent in the morning. I thought they were hemorroids and took some flavonoids but they did not help. After few days the pain became more severe affecting my urethra, but it was not like cystitis. I had great discomfort with sitting and with doing some movements, I felt as though something was pulling between my urethra and rectum. I noticed little spots of both blood and clear mucus in my panties in correspondence to the urethral opening. There was no pain or bruising when peeing though. I went to my urologist which suspected a bacterial urethritis and gave me Levofloxacin 500 for 10 days. In one or two days the acute symptoms subsided and I had no more discharges, but the rectal pain and general pelvic discomfort persisted. A first uranalisis and culture were completely negative. I waited more days and my urologist suggested to start another antibiotic, Sulphomethazol + Tripemoprim. After one day on it my symptoms got so bad that I risked to end up in emergency. They became like actual cystitis. The doctor told me to stop it. I waited some more and I was put on Nitrofuranoin. Once more my symptoms got worse on this new antibiotic and I was told to stop it. I was told to take cortisone suppositories and some herbal supplements for pelvic pain but they did not help. After some time I had another uranalisis and culture, always negative.
I had an ultrasound scan of my pelvic area which revealed nothing.
The rectal pain was alternating with UTI-like symptoms, often getting worse with the progression of the day and insanely bad at night. They however subsided or got less severe after a sleep.
I had a cytologic uranalisis, negative. I was put on cortisone for some days in the hope to alleviate my pain since no pain killers helped. It helped only to some extent, then I had to taper it down.
My doctor then decided to ask for an urethral swab. It revealed candida albicans susceptible to common antimichotics. I was put on Fluconazole for two days but it did not help. And it was now Christmas. The worst one of my life. After some time I repeated the swab and it revealed still candida but also staphilococcus aureus resistant to most antibiotics but phosphomycine. Therefore I was put on phosphomycine and again fluconazole for 5 days. After 4 days on this new therapy my symptoms got so insanely bad again that I risked to call the emergency once more.
I then had a pelvic MRI, which once more showed *nothing*.
I decided to go to an infectivologist. He asked for a swab (both vaginal and urethral) sensible to chlamidia and mychoplasms. It revealed ureaplasma urealyticum, sensible to many antibiotics including doxicycline. So I was set on probiotics (both oral and vaginal) and on Doxycycline for 30 days. Once more, after two weeks my symptoms started getting so severe that I was told to stop the antibiotic. And it was my birthday, the worst one of my life.
My symptoms now were mostly rectal pain, occasionally extending to the urethra and becoming UTI-like, always getting worse during the day and improving with sleep. They also showed a trend to worsen in the 30 minutes or so after a bowel movement, not during it. When the rectal pain is intense, often by night, when I have to wake up to pee I feel no bruising, but in the few minutes after peeing my rectal pain becomes stinging pain and often I also feel bruising in my urethra. But it is definitely not like when you have cystitis. No pain killer helps, I tried pretty everything around. Only warm baths temporally ease my pain.
I decided to have a rectal exam which showed no emhorroids, no fistulae or prolapses, just a vague redness/hirritation which the proctologist defined "hidiopathic proctitis". He gave me some herbal suppositories which did nothing useful other than worsening my hirritation.
I had blood tests, which revealed nothing.
I then decided to see another urologist and he was the first doctor mentioning the word Pudendal Neuropathy. He suspected that a (likely) initial UTI triggered PN and that I have no more infection at all. So he put me on Lyrica, 100 mg daily.
I had a hard time tolerating it. I got intense sedation. But it did not help substantially. I took it for some weeks then I had to taper and discontinue it because I could not tolerate the sedation.
I am now taking palmitolethanolamide (1200 mg/d) but it is not helping.
One thing I didn't mention is that since one year I suffer severe constipation. I experienced 2 or 3 blocks some months before my symptoms showed up, I don't know if that can be a cause or rather an effect of something else.
I then had another MRI by a neuro-radiologist focused on the pudendal nerve which sadly did not show anything abnormal, no entrapment or compression or damage.
Now, after 8 months, I am still here struggling booking with doctors, having exams, witouth a clear diagnosis and no working therapy. My life quality is highly compromised.
I still am not convinced it is PN or rather an underlying chronic infection which makes my pudendal nerve inflammed and which can't heal, or whatever else.
But if it is an infection, why every antibiotic (if we exclude Levofloxacin, initially) always *worsened* my symptoms ???
I also suffer depression and anxiety, and this drama definitely worsened my condition. I feel hopeless and I cannot see any light at the end of the tunnel.
Any comment, opinion or support is highly appreciated.