The way to healing!!!!!
Posted: Fri Dec 09, 2022 11:21 am
I was going to wait and post this until I was fully healed, but I’m so close to the end I want to help someone else out. For starters this website completely disabled me. I went from a normal person to bedridden overnight literally. I was fine one day and the next I was not. What started for me was a simple arousal I mistook for persistent genital arousal disorder then it quickly snowballed into PN. I didn’t even know what any of this stuff was until I looked online. When I was looking up the stuff on arousal that’s what led me to PN cause some a*hole decided to post about it. I had no pain whatsoever until I read about it on vice, Cleveland clinic, stuffthatworks, the few doctors that know about it and don’t take insurance to try and “fix” you and the list of websites goes on. Two days later I had such excruciating pain I ended up in the ER. Not one time either it was a total of 4 times! I could no longer work and went on temporary disability and joined every Facebook group I could find, Instagram, and of course I’ve read every single thread on here a few times unfortunately and it made me worse. I was diagnosed with so many things it’s unbelievable from PN to hypertonic pelvic floor to vestibuldynia to clitordynia you name it I was diagnosed with it. So anyone that is reading please know this is a brain generated problem meaning your brain is creating the pain and not a structural abnormality. Please look up posts from Ezra on here. Look up Dr John sarno, Dr Howard Schubiner, pain free you on YouTube, Laura Haraka, the curable app, there is just so much good information out there. Your brain is perceiving danger and that’s it. There is no such thing as PGAD or PN or any of these other BS medical labels. Yes you feel it I know how painful it is I wanted to do the drastic measures like pain pumps and the spinal stimulator, I was going to apply for ssi, I’ve had a doctor tell me I would have to learn how to live like this for life, I cried every single day from sun up to sun down, I became severely depressed, you name it I went through it. I almost lost my job because I was out on leave too long. I could not sit for even a minute not one minute. I then forced myself to and after three days I started to feel the pain ease. Not much but it was backing off and soon after that I had relief for 24 hours, then of course it came back because I got scared. Any time I went to the doctor or pt I let them tell me I was broken or damaged. That this was real. We are not designed to be this fragile I promise you. Our brains are so powerful they can create anything out of thin air. I had every single symptom and I’m getting better. I’m not on meds because they weren’t even touching this stuff. I was prescribed creams, meds, SSRI’s, benzos, saw countless Drs, had mris that were saying bulging discs were causing this, my posture, my weight, too tight of muscles, the shoes I wear, and that I’m sitting too long! C’mon!!! What a freaking joke. Im saying all of this because I’m sure there is someone out there reading this that has been through all of this too and was told the same exact thing. Oh you’re entrapped? Let’s see you were entrapped from a fall, weight lifting, having sex, horse back riding, bicycle riding, and god knows whatever else they are saying. You really believe that? Think about this logically! Yes you can get sore after I’m not denying that at all. What starts off as a symptom will magnify into something much bigger and greater. I bet everyone started off as a little symptom or even maybe big for that matter and then you fed into the doctors, physical therapists, and what the internet said. What about the people getting cured from the surgeries? Placebo!! Ezra had two failed surgeries, the woman with the pain pump on here had two failed surgeries, there’s so many more out there with failed surgeries and they end up worse even. Why? Because the nerve was never the problem in the first place. I don’t care what your potter image told you or your 3T MRI. Please save yourself and get off Google, get off forums, look up tension myostits syndrome, look up TMS wiki, read books from Dr sarno and Dr Schubiner, look up everything I mentioned please. It’s the way out! I will never log into this site again or check emails or the nasty comments I’ll receive from people thinking they are broken and think it’s structural. It’s not. If you make it to TMS wiki find Ezra on there, there’s a lot of guys commenting that had the same exact issues and are healed too. I went to really expensive PTs twice and came out worse and they are well known PTs on this site. I was also told I had a hypertonic pelvic floor irritating the nerve. Does that make sense to you? That’s the most idiotic made up thing if I ever heard of one. Go out and live your life because there is not a damn thing wrong with you. Get out of your bed and go brush your teeth and even take a shower. I guarantee the more you focus on living you’ll notice it disappearing at times and that’s all the proof you need. May God bless you and be with you always. There is healing, there is hope, this is brain generated, it’s neuroscience, there isn’t anything wrong with your nerve!