I'm new here but the pain isn't brand new
Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 4:35 am
Hello,
Nearly 1.8 years ago, I fell badly. Soon two medical pain problems began in the
same month and in the same general area of the body. And because those two are
so close together (even though I can tell them apart usually but not always),
it's been confusing to me and to MDs, etc. The one that started first is a rear
upper right leg musculoskeletal problem involving the right buttock. It wasn't
diagnosed for quite some time because very soon after the right leg problem
began, the 2nd one, which was much, much worse, suddenly began in the core of
the pelvis. Soon I had, from the pelvic core pain problem, a tingling and
irritated sensation in the right half of the scrotum. It remained there some
time and then became mainly a right side and right buttock problem though over
time, the anal area and a strip on either side of the body's midline -- this is
the perineal area -- became involved. I suffer burning pain at times in both
buttocks, and really ugly, deep aching in the anal-rectal areas. I've also
suffered after the first few months had passed, and only on 1 day, an
out-of-the-blue hour-long period of intensely painful but extremely brief,
rapid-fire electric shocks to the anus. The pain of those shocks was way over 10
on the pain scale. I was laying on the floor watching TV when this happened. I
found that the slightest movement of my body would trigger more of these
horrendous electric pain shocks at the anus. [I'm glad they never returned again
after that single hour of torture!!]
Aside from the burning pain, I describe the anal/rectal aching pain as a deep,
hurt, wounded feeling which can be sickening and nauseating for me.
And yes, I'm happiest sitting on a toilet seat or standing (though in this year,
there's more pain while standing and walking and this is distressing). I sit on
two foam cushions but have been trying to stand more even though I have meralgia
paresthetica in the right leg. [This neurological problem causes numbness in the
upper front of my right leg when I stand and when I walk. The numbness in either
walking or standing can become pain level 9.5 so this forces me to sit which
makes the pain end.] A friend in town reminds me often that sitting is the new
smoking.
I keep in the freezer two flexible blue gel packs which I cover with cloth so I
can sit on them. This relieves the pain for a while.
Long ago I found that bending forward at the waist caused instant burning kind
of pain in those 2 strips of the perineum extending slightly down each leg. I
discovered that two swim strokes -- the elementary back stroke and the breast
stroke (both employing the frog kick) -- had to be dropped because they caused
delayed aggravation of pelvic pain.
Is a delay in a worsening of the pain -- a delay by 1 or 2 days -- common in PN
problems? I ask because so many physical things I've done cause this same
delayed pain: bending/lifting/moving moderate weight and heavy weight boxes, all
sorts of exercises (no longer done of course), and other physical things bring
this awful pain long after the work or physical activity has ended.
The first p. t. I saw had me doing various exercises but they didn't help. With
her gloved finger, she checked the inside muscles and found two to be somewhat
tender (but I didn't scream when she pressed on them). She remarked that I can't
have any serious nerve damage inside or else I'd scream when she pressed on
different internal areas. I wonder if this is true. Is it? Can someone's gloved
finger pressing on some internal tissue or nerve cause sudden horrible pain? [A
second pelvic floor p. t. I've seen recently also checked out internal tissues
and said the same thing to me: I didn't scream so no nerve damage must exist!]
At the 1st meeting she said she's created her own thinking about pelvic pain and
has drawn ideas from various researchers and MDs. Since she has never heard of
Stanley Antolak, I wonder how informed she is. She did say something interesting
about the male pelvis. She said that so many men are very close to a pelvic
danger line beyond which they're in big time trouble and that the pelvis of
these guys simply will not reset by itself: it takes a great deal of effort to
restore things so that the man drops below that danger line and has far less to
no pelvic pain.
This 2nd pelvic floor p. t. is a very theoretical one. She talks the whole
session and, in 7 visits, has only inserted a gloved finger in two sessions.
[She found some tight muscles too and I have to request her notes-- I can't
recall what she said is a problem area. I think she also found something in the
left front not so good.] She told me she only wants me to walk on grass and not
on sidewalks nor streets. And she said I should go to the pool to walk forwards
and backwards. [She gave me a pass to a pool which is the same depth from one
end to the other so longer walking is easy.] When I told her recently how my
physical pain is often 8.5, she said that men often have such terrible
high-level pelvic pain and they don't get proper drug relief for it. I'll soon
ask my doc for something even though I've only tried a few drugs. [Though I took
it for 1 year, I didn't like the out-of-the-blue heart pounding caused by
amitriptyline 75 mg/day which I stopped many months ago. A druggist told me that
due to my age and due to the heart pounding, I should not be taking
amitriptyline. Other relatives of amitriptyline only caused agitation and
restlessness: I couldn't sleep.]
MDs have told me I suffer from pelvic nerve damage and from peripheral nerve
damage. But the doc who said the latter changed his mind after some months and
declared I suffer from CRPS, complex regional pain syndrome. I told him I don't
have any of the signs nor symptoms of CRPS but he said that's irrelevant!
An MRI scan (in a 1.5 T MRI machine) done some months after the misery started
showed nothing wrong except "degenerative changes at L4/L5". [I'm over 60.] Two
neurological studies were also done the same month as the MRI. The right leg
nerve conduction study showed nothing wrong and the EMG done only at the anus
also showed no pudendal nerve problem(s). [But I understand that the entire
pudendal nerve tract has to be studied, not just a study done at the anus.
There's a neurologist in my city who does the full blown PNMLT and I'll soon see
my doc hoping to get a referral to that neurologist.]
At the top, I mentioned that two medical pain problems started in the same month
and in the same general area of the body but the first one that started was soon
overwhelmed and over-ridden by the 2nd problem. The first one was sort of
forgotten due to the sudden start of the much worse pelvic core pain problem.
Well, early this year I looked into that first problem again and discovered what
it was: a high hamstring-tendon-sitbone problem. I told my doc at the time and
she agreed. She sent me to p. t. but sadly, the p. t. to heal the high
hamstring-tendon-sitbone problem really aggravated the pelvic core pain problem
so I have no idea how I'll heal from the hamstring one. [When I met with the p.
t. and while I was standing, she pressed really hard all over the right sitbone.
She hit a spot which was incredibly painful. When I told her about that sudden
great pain, she said "you might have ischial tuberosity pain syndrome which is
extremely difficult to heal from".]
Well, that's the sad news about my body. I hope I can find out useful things
here from you nice people many of whom are suffering terribly too.
Nearly 1.8 years ago, I fell badly. Soon two medical pain problems began in the
same month and in the same general area of the body. And because those two are
so close together (even though I can tell them apart usually but not always),
it's been confusing to me and to MDs, etc. The one that started first is a rear
upper right leg musculoskeletal problem involving the right buttock. It wasn't
diagnosed for quite some time because very soon after the right leg problem
began, the 2nd one, which was much, much worse, suddenly began in the core of
the pelvis. Soon I had, from the pelvic core pain problem, a tingling and
irritated sensation in the right half of the scrotum. It remained there some
time and then became mainly a right side and right buttock problem though over
time, the anal area and a strip on either side of the body's midline -- this is
the perineal area -- became involved. I suffer burning pain at times in both
buttocks, and really ugly, deep aching in the anal-rectal areas. I've also
suffered after the first few months had passed, and only on 1 day, an
out-of-the-blue hour-long period of intensely painful but extremely brief,
rapid-fire electric shocks to the anus. The pain of those shocks was way over 10
on the pain scale. I was laying on the floor watching TV when this happened. I
found that the slightest movement of my body would trigger more of these
horrendous electric pain shocks at the anus. [I'm glad they never returned again
after that single hour of torture!!]
Aside from the burning pain, I describe the anal/rectal aching pain as a deep,
hurt, wounded feeling which can be sickening and nauseating for me.
And yes, I'm happiest sitting on a toilet seat or standing (though in this year,
there's more pain while standing and walking and this is distressing). I sit on
two foam cushions but have been trying to stand more even though I have meralgia
paresthetica in the right leg. [This neurological problem causes numbness in the
upper front of my right leg when I stand and when I walk. The numbness in either
walking or standing can become pain level 9.5 so this forces me to sit which
makes the pain end.] A friend in town reminds me often that sitting is the new
smoking.
I keep in the freezer two flexible blue gel packs which I cover with cloth so I
can sit on them. This relieves the pain for a while.
Long ago I found that bending forward at the waist caused instant burning kind
of pain in those 2 strips of the perineum extending slightly down each leg. I
discovered that two swim strokes -- the elementary back stroke and the breast
stroke (both employing the frog kick) -- had to be dropped because they caused
delayed aggravation of pelvic pain.
Is a delay in a worsening of the pain -- a delay by 1 or 2 days -- common in PN
problems? I ask because so many physical things I've done cause this same
delayed pain: bending/lifting/moving moderate weight and heavy weight boxes, all
sorts of exercises (no longer done of course), and other physical things bring
this awful pain long after the work or physical activity has ended.
The first p. t. I saw had me doing various exercises but they didn't help. With
her gloved finger, she checked the inside muscles and found two to be somewhat
tender (but I didn't scream when she pressed on them). She remarked that I can't
have any serious nerve damage inside or else I'd scream when she pressed on
different internal areas. I wonder if this is true. Is it? Can someone's gloved
finger pressing on some internal tissue or nerve cause sudden horrible pain? [A
second pelvic floor p. t. I've seen recently also checked out internal tissues
and said the same thing to me: I didn't scream so no nerve damage must exist!]
At the 1st meeting she said she's created her own thinking about pelvic pain and
has drawn ideas from various researchers and MDs. Since she has never heard of
Stanley Antolak, I wonder how informed she is. She did say something interesting
about the male pelvis. She said that so many men are very close to a pelvic
danger line beyond which they're in big time trouble and that the pelvis of
these guys simply will not reset by itself: it takes a great deal of effort to
restore things so that the man drops below that danger line and has far less to
no pelvic pain.
This 2nd pelvic floor p. t. is a very theoretical one. She talks the whole
session and, in 7 visits, has only inserted a gloved finger in two sessions.
[She found some tight muscles too and I have to request her notes-- I can't
recall what she said is a problem area. I think she also found something in the
left front not so good.] She told me she only wants me to walk on grass and not
on sidewalks nor streets. And she said I should go to the pool to walk forwards
and backwards. [She gave me a pass to a pool which is the same depth from one
end to the other so longer walking is easy.] When I told her recently how my
physical pain is often 8.5, she said that men often have such terrible
high-level pelvic pain and they don't get proper drug relief for it. I'll soon
ask my doc for something even though I've only tried a few drugs. [Though I took
it for 1 year, I didn't like the out-of-the-blue heart pounding caused by
amitriptyline 75 mg/day which I stopped many months ago. A druggist told me that
due to my age and due to the heart pounding, I should not be taking
amitriptyline. Other relatives of amitriptyline only caused agitation and
restlessness: I couldn't sleep.]
MDs have told me I suffer from pelvic nerve damage and from peripheral nerve
damage. But the doc who said the latter changed his mind after some months and
declared I suffer from CRPS, complex regional pain syndrome. I told him I don't
have any of the signs nor symptoms of CRPS but he said that's irrelevant!
An MRI scan (in a 1.5 T MRI machine) done some months after the misery started
showed nothing wrong except "degenerative changes at L4/L5". [I'm over 60.] Two
neurological studies were also done the same month as the MRI. The right leg
nerve conduction study showed nothing wrong and the EMG done only at the anus
also showed no pudendal nerve problem(s). [But I understand that the entire
pudendal nerve tract has to be studied, not just a study done at the anus.
There's a neurologist in my city who does the full blown PNMLT and I'll soon see
my doc hoping to get a referral to that neurologist.]
At the top, I mentioned that two medical pain problems started in the same month
and in the same general area of the body but the first one that started was soon
overwhelmed and over-ridden by the 2nd problem. The first one was sort of
forgotten due to the sudden start of the much worse pelvic core pain problem.
Well, early this year I looked into that first problem again and discovered what
it was: a high hamstring-tendon-sitbone problem. I told my doc at the time and
she agreed. She sent me to p. t. but sadly, the p. t. to heal the high
hamstring-tendon-sitbone problem really aggravated the pelvic core pain problem
so I have no idea how I'll heal from the hamstring one. [When I met with the p.
t. and while I was standing, she pressed really hard all over the right sitbone.
She hit a spot which was incredibly painful. When I told her about that sudden
great pain, she said "you might have ischial tuberosity pain syndrome which is
extremely difficult to heal from".]
Well, that's the sad news about my body. I hope I can find out useful things
here from you nice people many of whom are suffering terribly too.